Friday, August 17, 2012

my own leaning on

my intelligence is both boon and bane.

boon: for others who need someone bright and quick to "get" what they mean and more often than not, i do get it and more than half their toil and trouble are gone.

bane: for me because i'm always just tired, tired, and tired. it drains the life force out of me and i am always spent, spent, spent. i simply do not know how to leave anything for myself.

if we put both b's on a tipping scale, my boon will eventually lose because i am none the wiser in spite of being older.

am i the only towerblock for me?

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