i'm on my own now. what's the purpose of staying in this blog when i'm no longer "kabit lamang"? i'm seeing someone. he's single and in love with me. i'm free and in love with him. i have a kick-ass job. i don't live in AM's snazzy condo anymore. i go home to my son, my beautiful son. i get to see him greet each new day and be part of his consciousness. i take the MRT to work; i push and shove for taxi's. they're nowhere as elegant as my former kabit-mobile, but they seem more spacious, wide, and vast. i can float, i can blow bubbles, eegad, i can even snorkel on the worn-out back seat covers. the tsunami has receded; i've banished him from my shores.
it was good while it lasted. some of you came and peeped into my life. some of you helped me along. you didn't know it, but your words made me think. you didn't know it, but i was peeping into your lives, too. you didn't know it, but i know you better than you'll ever realize.
happy new year to all of us. we deserve it, don't you agree? i'll be seeing you around. if you want to buy a new car... or 10... or 100... drop me a line. we might see each other sooner than you know. gotta work now. bye.
