checklist ng katangahan

given #1: alam naman natin ako yung pinaka bobong tao sa mundo.

given #2: bastos ka. ubod ng. nasusuka ako sa ala-ala ng smug face mo at ang pagsabi mo ng pasigaw, "fuck off". na hindi ka nag apologise.

given #3: rapist ka.

given #4: you never keep promises. compare yourself to spidey? he's a superhero! he helps people! false analogy ang ihambing mo sarili mo sa isang taong may desire to help others.

given #5: kung gusto mo akong gaguhin nang husto, ipangako mong makita ko si KM. at paasahin. and never deliver. while at it, crucify KM.

given #6: be proud of your drugs, your cigs, your alcohol, your depravity, your glaring selfishness.

at dahil napakaraming given, ang conclusion ko lang ay...

tangina, nadia. ang tanga mo. malinaw nang ginagago at binababoy ka, ngunit nagpadala ka pa rin.

hindi ko na kailangang magpakamatay.

wala na

i just do. without question. without doubts.

with lots of fear and trepidation.

but i do. i just love you.

*now the crashin' and burnin' begin.

please don't hurt me. please.

Weight-lifting

ang bigat mong dalhin. kahit mahal kita at pinasaya mo ako, mas umiiral ang sakit ng damdamin na idinudulot mo sa akin.

paalam na. it's only a matter of when. sooner than you know, in a wink of an eye, wala na ako.