i'm on my own now. what's the purpose of staying in this blog when i'm no longer "kabit lamang"? i'm seeing someone. he's single and in love with me. i'm free and in love with him. i have a kick-ass job. i don't live in AM's snazzy condo anymore. i go home to my son, my beautiful son. i get to see him greet each new day and be part of his consciousness. i take the MRT to work; i push and shove for taxi's. they're nowhere as elegant as my former kabit-mobile, but they seem more spacious, wide, and vast. i can float, i can blow bubbles, eegad, i can even snorkel on the worn-out back seat covers. the tsunami has receded; i've banished him from my shores.
it was good while it lasted. some of you came and peeped into my life. some of you helped me along. you didn't know it, but your words made me think. you didn't know it, but i was peeping into your lives, too. you didn't know it, but i know you better than you'll ever realize.
happy new year to all of us. we deserve it, don't you agree? i'll be seeing you around. if you want to buy a new car... or 10... or 100... drop me a line. we might see each other sooner than you know. gotta work now. bye.
6 comments:
all the best, girl! so are you bringing this blog to an end now?
i ought to, shan't i? the heart isn't that sold. this has been my refuge. in a small and big way. thanks paruparong bukid.
Wow, too bad for me that I read this as your process has ended. And Am so happy for you for embracing the light.
I understand and not understand your reasons for being under AM's spell, but I feel that it is better for you not to be with him. Being under another person's thumb is suffocating.
I wish you well, and I hope you sell a thousand cars! Hope I can become richh enough so makabili ako sa iyo!
hey nadia_cole! :)
i'm happy with the new development in your life. it's just too bad that you won't be posting here anymore. i love reading your entries.
i'm not really sure if i should ask you this but i'll give it a shot anyway... you see, i'm doing this story on mistresses. working title: "living in the shadows: buhay kabit." i think kasi it's a very interesting topic. a lot of people are curious. a lot of people are judging. a lot of people are involved. so i thought it would be nice to get the story and settle some things. would you in any case be available for interview? (maybe phone, email, or YM). you need not reveal your identity if you don't wish to. since you've already moved on, don't worry, i won't be branding you or re-opening the scar or anything like that. i just think it'd be interesting to get the opinion of someone who has been in such a predicament. hope i get a favorable response from you.
more power in your career and hope this new relationship works out. :)
i wish you well.
jey
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